Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Hello there!

Well I'm back! So my ground rules for this fast was no facebook, blogs or really much recreational use of the internet at all and no TV. So in all honesty, I cheated some and ended it a day sooner than I originally planned but defiantly reduced my consumption in this area by about 90-95%. This was inspired by the book Seven by Jen Hatmaker. I have done some other fasts since reflecting on that book and will do more, I am realizing the was great wisdom in the fasting examples from the new testament. 

So as I reflect on this fast it surprises me that it was easier, actually enjoyable, at first and then was harder. What I realized about media consumption is how much I let it suck away the precious gift of time God has entrusted to me. The hours I spend each week watching TV or being on the internet can really distract from living a purposeful and  missional life that I want too. The first few days felt freeing and liberating, then a feeling of loneliness and at times boredom crept in. A good side of the internet has become a way to stay in touch and be connected with those we don't get to see in our everyday lives. I hope as I let media back in my world again, I find a better balance with it.  Beside scripture I read a lot from the book 1,000 gifts during the past few weeks. The writing is amazing, deep and maybe even a little too advanced for me but it was the perfect read for this time. Its about noticing all the gifts/blessing we overlook daily, we check out or get focused on tragedy and hurt and miss all gifts God gives us each moment of each day. Living presently with a grateful heart for each moment is another spiritual task of self discipline to work toward in my life. Here's some pictures of the last few weeks of things I felt more present with and grateful for.

A new found love for TuTu's

Ava loves to look at the "bubbles" on the sunroof after it rains. 

Ice cream date, just me and my girl


back seat giggles

watching the way he loves her

Geese in our back yard

Her, "I did it by mself" smile

Conquering new challenges

After dinner family walks

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